♥♥

I take a deep breath,
say four words and let my true tears fall,
when you answer me maybe this wont work at all,
friends we can still remain,
but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name,
felt your hand touch my palm,
heard your thoughts,
your deepest secrets that you hide,
I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek,
and I imagine the words you speak,
the words you say,
the games you played,
the options I've tried,
to attempt to keep our friendship alive,
as I've failed in all of the above,
I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love,
my heartbrakes and it aches,
I've never felt so depressed,
and yet all the time I wish for only the best,
I wish for love,
I wish for everything to go my way,
I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away,
I feel alone,
So unloved,
And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be?
I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me,
I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek,
And i imagine the voice you speak,
The words you say,
The games you play,
the options that i tried,
to attempt for our friendship to stay alive,
As i know that i have failed in all of the above,
I must admit i just fell in love.

So Much To Me

♥ N I J I ♥

Another day is passing
And still there is no word
On how your life is going
And who is in your world

♥

I pray you will consider
These words I write to you
I liked you in my life
Yet maybe now it's through



I don't want to see
our relationship come to an end
And I don't want to find
our lives standing still

♥

We are moving towards the end
And we really ought to wait
Because God planted something special
Deep within our hearts

I know your life is hectic
You are busy all day through
My life is busy also
But I still think of you

I want to send my love
And remind you of these things
Just so you will know
You mean so much to me



♥♥♥

N i i c h a n

Childhood Friends

As childhood friends, we grew up together, Swearing to be friends forever and ever. Sometimes we would argue and fight, Other times we would laugh and stay up all night. We went from playing with games and toys, To talking and dreaming about different boys. My thoughts and feelings, to you I would confide, Never having anything to hide. Friends we do remain, Things changing, and things staying the same. To each other we still listen and share, About each other, we will always care.

I shed a tear today
Silently, I felt it fall
You caught it
shared it
held it
felt it
then
suddenly
it wasn't
so big
after all

There are days when
bubbling from us comes
the innocent child within,
who giggles at the little things
and wears a silly grin.

There are days when
melancholy comes to
visit for a while;
the mind feels tired, the body weak;
we have no strength to smile.

There are days when
joy abundant
grabs a hold of you and me;
wraps us up in all it's splendor,
lifts us up and sets us free.

There are days when
sorrow wraps us
in its cloak of grief and fear,
'till our hearts ache to the breaking,
'till our eyes can't shed a tear.

There are days when
love bestows us
with its wonderment and light;
with its beauty and its mystery,
its power and its might.

And there are days when
life rewards us
and seems to make amends
by granting us a marvelous gift,
the precious gift of Friends.

Growing pains
Broken chains
A sad melody

Falling tears
Listening ears
A friend just for me

Reaching out
Sharing doubt
When life gets me down

Hands to clutch
Gentle touch
Can turn me around

Spoken words
Softly heard
Cognitivity

Holding tight
Loving light
Calm serenity

I’m glad that I met you
It hurts now but I’m glad
You were there for me on lonely nights
I’m glad that I met
The one and only you in the world
Our memories become stars that shine in the night sky

I was always alone, the door to my heart was broken
At night I was scared, I would huddle in fear in my room
I would scream into my sheets
There was nothing I could say

But I threw it all away without hesitation
And you loved me for who I was
You were always by my side
All I needed was to have you near

Alone by myself in the city at midnight
I act like nothing’s wrong even though I want to cry
When I think about the fight we just had
It makes me so frustrated

I needed time alone
Maybe we came to know each other a little too much
Since we couldn’t face each other like we used to
We decided to put a little distance between us, still…

I won’t run away anymore
I’ll promise you eternity here
In this destined moment
My heart screams out that it’s alive
Without you I’m worthless
There would be no meaning in life
You’re the only one in the entire world whom I’ll believe in

I’ll hold the piece of a dream
You gave me that day and never let it go
I know that a true love like this
Comes once in a lifetime
The world ended once I met you
I was searching for you, the one who would move my heart
Even if we can’t go back to the way we were that day
I’ll never let go

Friend ♥

We all need someone
To talk to in our life,
A friend to whom we run
In times of stress or strife

A friend who's always there
Throughout the years,
A friend we know will care
And take away our fears.

A friend who's always near,
Waiting for our call,
To wipe away our tears,
And lift us when we fall.

A loving friend indeed,
On whom we can depend

To fulfill our every need -

Thank you, precious friend

♥♥♥